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Mar 29, 06:35 PM – Mar 29, 07:35 PM · Americas

One of the degenerates, Lamp#12173, had a complete mental and emotional breakdown in real-time, confessing to alcoholism, anxiety addiction, job loss, relationship dysfunction, and suicidal ideation while trapped in a Heroes of the Storm lobby. The degenerates of HOTS General witnessed a man describing how he sabotaged his own career, how his girlfriend considers abandoning his dogs to a pound, how his mother is texting his girlfriend about his absence, and how he uses alcohol to manage crippling anxiety—all while supposedly trying to play a video game. This is not a cry for help; this is a man documenting his complete unraveling in a game chat, and the chat responded with a mixture of genuine concern, mockery, and philosophical debate about whether the internet itself is destroying an entire generation.

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The Highlights

Lamp#12173i think my gf is bipolar. she woke up this morning being mean again07:09 PM
Lamp#12173asked her to take care of my dogs if my work didn't accomodate for it07:10 PM
Lamp#12173she told me to take my dog to the pound07:10 PM
Lamp#12173quit my job and burned a bridge so, i'll have to take what i can get now to pay the bills07:11 PM
Lamp#12173i have a house and 2 dogs. i have a lot of bills07:13 PM
Lamp#12173and i'm an alcoholic07:13 PM
Lamp#12173working on fighting addiction and finding a new job07:13 PM
Lamp#12173my anxiety gets so bad these days i rely on booze to calm it down07:15 PM
Lamp#12173like when i woke up today, things should have been good. My girl stayed over. We were happy but, anxiety is too much and I start drinking07:16 PM
Lamp#12173My mother even asked if my gf has heard from me last night07:18 PM
Lamp#12173that's how secluded i've become07:18 PM
Lamp#12173I started playing this to escape addiction. Still struggling but, everyday I'm trying07:26 PM
Lamp#12173A guy at work picked a fight with me and I walked away from my job. I didn't report him because he has kids. Now I have no job because they spun the story07:29 PM
Lamp#12173Now that place is saying I beat him up to save his butt thinking I'm going to retaliate in some way.07:30 PM
Lamp#12173I don't think i've ever flown a kite before07:34 PM

Full Context

Lamp#12173i think my gf is bipolar. she woke up this morning being mean again07:09 PM
Lamp#12173asked her to take care of my dogs if my work didn't accomodate for it07:10 PM
Lamp#12173she told me to take my dog to the pound07:10 PM
Jnanislore#1344I stopped dealing with him.07:10 PM
Lamp#12173i have a house and 2 dogs. i have a lot of bills07:12 PM
Lamp#12173and i'm an alcoholic07:13 PM
Lamp#12173working on fighting addiction and finding a new job07:13 PM
Lamp#12173my anxiety gets so bad these days i rely on booze to calm it down07:15 PM
Jnanislore#1344Our boss was kind of a jerk too.07:16 PM
Lamp#12173My mother even asked if my gf has heard from me last night07:18 PM
Lamp#12173that's how secluded i've become07:18 PM
Lamp#12173I started playing this to escape addiction. Still struggling but, everyday I'm trying07:26 PM
Lamp#12173A guy at work picked a fight with me and I walked away from my job. I didn't report him because he has kids. Now I have no job because they spun the story07:29 PM
Lamp#12173Now that place is saying I beat him up to save his butt thinking I'm going to retaliate in some way.07:30 PM
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